Well another weekend has flown by, and it was pretty great. Lately I've been really hard on myself. This week I was really busy with a midterm, work projects, and chores. I've had a lot of those "I should " moments all week where I get stressed about the things I should be doing.
I only worked out 3 times this week when I should be getting ready to feel a little bit more confident about running the Philadelphia Half Marathon next Sunday.
I should be eating more vegetables.
I should have done a long run on Sunday morning.
I should be drinking more water instead of just coffee.
I should have worked on my grad school applications this weekend.
I should have gone to bed earlier.
On Friday night I got upset because I know what I should be doing but why don't I just do it? Why do I get stressed out by healthy habits? Is it because there is so much pressure telling you what you SHOULD be doing to be thin/strong/healthy/attractive?
You know what though, I had a fun weekend. I think that choosing happiness over what may be the quote-unquote healthy choices is what you need to do, and I will continue to do it. Less stress makes me happier and healthier! It's also those moments of self-doubt and anxiety which allow me to rally, give myself a pep talk, and say forget, it-you're awesome,Lauren. I am always amazed at how fast times flies. Life goes on everyday so do what makes you happy. My weekend ended up being marvelous:
It's okay to get more rest. I ran a freaking speedy little marathon a month ago.
Enjoying the weekend allows me to feel energized to work hard during the week.
Facing some anxiety and getting a Bod Pod body composition test, even after drinking and staying out late the night before which probably made me bloated, is not that scary (more on that tomorrow!).
Late night pizza on Friday nights tastes even more amazing.
Sleeping in on mornings when it's cold outside is great.
Hanging out with people you don't see often is refreshing.
I'm running the Philadelphia half marathon for fun. It's not going to be PR and that's okay.
Okay, so the water one I need to work on to balance out the coffee because I am a little dehydrated :)
Remember to give yourself credit for all that you do and allow yourself to enjoy life!
Are you too hard on yourself? Did you have a relaxing or busy weekend?